I am confused till today

he was there, but not now.

time just like a river.

2012（maybe 2010?）, cats jumped into my river.

we swum together.

in the never stop river,

some stones in our way.

we got hurt sometime, 

but we can't stop.

because the river keep pushing us.

nevertheless, we swum together.

until the day, 07/14/2015,

 CHI-BAO tired.

he wanted to take a break.

so he stopped.

i want to stop to wait for him.

but river keep pushing  me.

i want to stop, and hold him in my arm.

he can ride on the back of me.

but river keep pushing  me.

he left behind me.

i look back,

look at his eyes.

he look at me, too.

the moment, we know,

 it's the last time.

we can't swum together anymore.